im back. do not know why i suddenly wanna blog also.
i got alot alot thing to say.
suddenly.suddenly.suddenly.
In my whole entire life, i have 3 person whom i really really love.
kristine,xiao s and liyi.
i dunno my baby will jealous or not. this 3 person changes my life.
ya. kristine teaches me how a person can change heart so easily. xiao s teaches me
how love can be so selfish. and finally liyi teaches me how love can be so generous.
3 person teaches me 3 different thing.
baby. i hope wad i write now, u dun feel the wrong thing that i feel k. if u
really dun get wad i mean, ask me k.
baby. u've brought for me which they couldnt give me. though i know xiao s have been trying, but u
given me the thing i wan without any trying. u always told me to follow my heart. i dun
deny this, when i saw xiao s. i nearly wanna be with her back. but
my heart stop me. becox i know i cant have 2 girl at the same time. it wont be fair for everyone.
and i told myself, the moment i gave my heart to u, xiao s have alr been my past.
in life, we must remember something in our heart.
past and present. it's two different thing. it can nv ever be the same nor it can be mix.
becox every human are given only one heart.
i know xiao s very well. and for baby, i'm trying to know u as well as how i know xiao s.
sorry. if im too straight forward. but it's something hiding in my heart. i couldnt take it
anymore. tat's why i gonna burst out here.
time goes on. times move forward. we cannot hold the time back to the past. becox if we really do, everything will be strange. everything will be different.
i know ppl will sure think this way. liking the new and forget the old.
but did people ever ask me.
xiao s. this 1year 9mth. we been though alot. yes indeed alot. but do u know something.
and i believe u know this all along. our character are too similar. so similar whereby when we quarrel, no one wanted to give in. only in the verge of breaking up, then there will be someone
to give in. that's not a rls should be. we knew it all along. but both of us wanted to give it a try.
and in the end. we broke up. i hope u dun blame me. wanna tell u only.
the fault doesn't occur to u. it's both party fault.
and for my baby. u sacrified alot for me. i really can feel it. someone told me b4. bf go all the way to find gf, it's a natural thingy. gf go find bf, it's a strange thing. that's why whenever u say u wanna come find me, i stopped u in the fers place. becox that's someone's word tattoo that thingy into my brain. which changes that thingy into my habit.
love is all about sharing. love is all about give and take.
love is not about trying. we can never use try in love. becox the try word is so weak. anyone ever
search the meaning of try. try mean. it can be done but it can also be undone. it's all about trying.
love is about doing and not trying.
Jus like marriage, when we give the pledge to the priest. will we hear " i try" or will we hear " i do " . ? it's totally 2 different meaning in try and do.
last but not least.
take good care.
loving baby.
missing baby.
muackx

Blogged @ 12/26/2009 10:28:00 AM

finally im back to post.. have been very very long time since i last post..
and my life have change a new partner.
everybody let's welcome her. her name is GOH LI YI!!!!!
We started our new life on the 15/11/09.
Both of us got a common thing. we like to talk cock. that can make us talk and talk and talk.
haha. ytd, she brought for me advance one month anni gift lo. it's something make by her.
so touch lo. when i reach home, i immediately unwrap the gift. and it's been very very long since my heart can be strongly warmed.
thank baby! MUACKX!!!!!!!
ok la. i gtg le. going to meet her ltr..
i love u!

Blogged @ 12/12/2009 09:18:00 AM