i'm back. after a long long period of time. many time happens. so much thing at one time.

hey. i'm only 21 this year. i'm not that old enough to handle so much thing.

wad i can do is to numb myself. u think i really wan. sometime i

jus do not know wad to do le.

my dear xiao s. jus wanna let u know why i ask u to read this post after i go, cox i'm walking away from ur life from tml onwards. u won't see my msg or my cor anymore le.

sorry for being so irresponsible. but i know, that's the only solution we have now.

u keep asking me to think wad i wan now, i can tell u, i really dunno. many thing happen too sudden le.. i know if i ask u , u also dunno.

so i make a big step forward to decide for both of us. once again. sorry.

there is really a wan wan wan wan bu she. but i really cant feel the love from u le. maybe u are not showing, but do u know, i nid love from u ma. alr so stress, and yet here, i'm getting this from u. rmb this afternoon i send u a msg, u did not reply and yet u ask me to think wad i wan.

i'm totally lost. nearly kena one accident.

tonight, i jus wanna spent the last night with u. even it's jus a min, i wanna treasure it.

it'll forever stay in my heart. no one can replace it.

blogging this post now, my tear is controlling, i cant let it flow. i'm inside the lan shop now.

how i wish everything can stop at the time when we were at genting.

both of us so loving. but i know time dun stop for us. shi jian si bu lui ren de.

now is 8pm le. i'm waiting to see u the last time really. really hope my tear dun flow ltr. there's jus too much thing i have done with her. still rmb wad i say about our wedding, our own house. every morning eating breakfast tgt,going work tgt.

pWEE!! everything jus fly away le. it cant be seems now. once u were beside me everytime i nid u, the next moment u wont be there anymore.

how sad i am, i will suffer alone k. dun b stupid anymore le. i pray to god, let everything jus fall on me ba. let her pain goes into my soul.

bibi LP. that's the name i will be calling u the last time. BIBI LP. hao bu she de wor. my tear is falling now. hahas.. so ps. take good care. i'll still be ard when u nid someone de.

wad a useless BF i am.

been stubborn too much le. hate myself so much to bring so much pain on u.

bye. ur forever angel guardian domdom.

loves <3

Blogged @ 5/31/2009 07:44:00 PM